Weight.

I need to lose weight. I keep saying this to myself. Over and over and over again. I have hit the 270lb mark and I don't know how I let it get this far. I'm depressed all the time. I feel like my weight is holding me back from the things I want to do. Also I'm pretty sure the weight isnt helping the crappy knees and back problem. So I am going to lose the weight- all the weight [eventually.] I'm not going to do this for other people, I'm doing this for myself becaue I want to be happy and I want to be healthy. I need to.

Weight Watchers is my drug of choice again. I did "good" on it the first time so why not try again? They say I should weigh between 130 and 160. Gah!